I'm done.

I've been carrying so much sadness and heaviness ever since the accident. My friends really helped so much. I cannot explain or even describe just how it felt to be all alone. In the hospital.

But to have people drop by the house after I was released, to have people buy little gifts [even though I didn't want anything other than to turn back time...]

Do you know how it feels to think you might never recover?
To look in the mirror and cry every time?
To avoid any reflective surfaces and flinch everytime you saw yoruself?

It was such a dark time. And I didn't need anything to darken myself further.
Yet to have someone express concern and then without any further contact as a trigger, to post rude and bitter comments about me and my friends...

I'm tired of you.
I am going to move forward with my life. This summer has been nothing but good times.

I honestly hope you can move on too.
But what I want more than anything else, is to stop bringing up the past and bring to the surface old issues and old news.

No one's interested in the DRAMU anymore, okay? I suggest you work on looking forward to the future as well.

Don't expect this tired old soul to have a reaction to your presence anymore.


And to everyone else who has been involved, directly or through other methods, let's please just put this behind us. Like that person, we should also look forward.

There's always something new to see.

And thanks to my friends for helping me. I know I can face anything with you guys watching my back.